bella's experience

"Why" by: Avril Lavigne

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why



Ga maksud apa-apa loh. cuma lagi suka aja sama lagunya. Dan gimana gidu dengernya -_-

Hallo hulla. berhubung blog gue udah penilaian makanya sekarang bisa posting cemacem lagi huahaha *ngetik sambil girang.
Oke balik ke inti cerita, gue mau cerita ttg first love gue di SMP -_-" haha sebenernya ini rahasia, ga pernah loh gue cerita ttg ini di postingan sebelumnya. Gue suka sama temen kelas sebelah gue, dulu gue kan 7C. berarti gue suka sama anak? yeah 7B. His name is *sensor* gue suka sama dia bisa dibilang semenjak mos, gue yg melting tiap liat dia. cuma bisa diem sambil bengong terus ada bunga-bunga berjatuhan gitu. lebay najiiiiiiis hahaha ngakak. Saking sukanya gue sering bela-belain duduk di belakang, biar bisa ngintip dia dr kelas gue. Tapi gue sadar diri banget, yg naksir dia banyak. Gue siapa sih? hoah nasip. Dia ganteng, putih, and looks so COOL. alala
Tapi, karna ngerasa udah gada harapan. Dan gue ngerasa ga mungkin gituloh seorang dia naksir gue. Akhirnya gue mundur, cuma bisa ngefans ngefans aja tanpa ada usaha buat deketin dia.
Dan 2 tahun kemudian setelah gue kelas 9---->
Gue udah lupain semua-muanya tingkah stupid gue waktu kelas 7 naksir dia. Gue udah punya pacar lain, dan ga pernah lah ngungkit-ngungkit dia lagi. Tiba-tiba dia sms gue, yah gue pikir iseng lah. Jadinya gue bales aja smsnya. Tapi makin lama gue rasa, ada yg aneh sama kita. Dan gue tau dari temen-temennya, kalo....... DIA UDAH SUKA SAMA GUE DR KELAS 7 SAMPE SEKARANG -_-" Dasar stupid, gak tau apa lo dulu gue cinta mati sama lo. aduhe bener-bener dah, berarti kita emang bukan jodoh kali ya...